Though I know I was created to glorify the Lord, that is not always my first thought nor is it my desire because some days I am just overwhelmed with walking in the many roles that I have in this season of life. When I feel this way, I know it is best for me to remove myself if I can.
Today was one of those days. Actually, overwhelmed was an understatement. It began last night and continued after my quiet time this morning, the first obstacle that got in my way triggered my emotions. Usually to get away, I would go to my bedroom or the bathroom, or go for a walk to exhale. Not today! After pouring my heart out to God and my husband I was not in a better mind frame. I had very little patience and no desire to carry on with my homeschool day as normal. I knew it was best for me to leave the house.
So, in silence…no radio, no phone use, no one calling me mom, mama or MawMaw, I ran errands. While taking care of few things on my To-Do list, I availed my heart to the Lord. I spoke aloud, candidly to God, telling Him exactly how I felt. To say the least, it was not a pretty sight to see nor to hear. I am so glad He welcomes me to present myself just as I am. When I was done, He lead me to clear my calendar for the rest of the day. After doing so, I felt a bit relieved.
I talked again to my husband and I committed my heart and mind to ending my day quietly. With him caring for our sons, I was going to care for myself. I came home to an empty house and prepared myself something to eat. I lit a candle, drew myself a bath and soaked in the tub while reading. Then, I commenced to going to bed early with hopes of rising early, feeling refreshed and ready to “glorify Him”.
Can you relate? What do you do on days when you’re overwhelmed?
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Michele Bowie
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Michele~ Thank you for your honesty. I needed what you shared. The way you handled your overwhelm is inspiring. In resetting, you established a new foundation in Christ. Like you, may we all have the courage to humble ourselves and put God first.
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Thank you. It’s not always easy to humble myself, but it is certainly the desire of my heart.
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